Blocked blessing???

Just getting off from work and Sitting at the bus stop a lady asked me do you have a transfer and I immediately said no (with a low key attitude) I had just got off work and was really tired I didn’t want to be bother at all. Then she says here take this. She hands me the transfer and walk and get into car with her friend.

God spoke to me saying watch how you response it’s so easy for me to bless you but if you shut up the blessing before it’s given you missed it.
It’s so easy for God to bless us!
God wants to bless us but sometimes we get in the way of our own blessings by our reactions. Our blessings don’t come always in the form or package that we are looking for. God can use anyone because He’s God.

And because of their unbelief, he couldn’t do any miracles among them except to place his hands on a few sick people and heal them. (Mark 6:5 NLT)

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Jesus want to seriously deliver people he probably was so pumped up and excited to be back in His hometown to heal and deliver and set free. But the people was expecting someone great not Mary’s and Joseph son. ??THE CARPENTER??? LOL!! That’s how most of them felt. Their blessings were blocked.

Expect anything and everything from God and expect God to use anyone and everyone, because He is God. -Aldininka Darensbourg


HE is a Ocean…



God told me something so amazing the other day and I thought I would share it with you.

Praying one morning in the spirit , just a normal morning time prayer it was so simple and I honestly felt His spirit but I didn’t think He would speak to me like He did.  Just praying like I normally do and then God tells me to play  “Oceans” by Hillsong. So I proceeded to find the song and play it.

His presence grew and I just continued to pray in the spirit, then the lyrisc played “Take me deeper then my feet could ever wander” and God said “I’m a Ocean” and I said “God what do you mean your a ocean?” see before God told me He was a ocean I always listen to the song and always got a revelation  about faith , so when God told me to  listen to it I thought He was going speak to me about faith. But, God switched it up on me so much that morning.

So I asked God ” God what do you mean your a ocean?” He said “ask for more of me” So in obedience I asked for more of Him. Then something dropped in my belly. Oh what a amazing feeling it is when God drops something in you. He said “I’m a Ocean ask for the more of me” and it hit me. God is a OCEAN!!

Ocean definition: a very large expanse of sea, a large quantity, unlimited space, vast.

God is a ocean, He is boundless, and immeasurable. He wants us to know Him more. He wants us to swim deeper into the depths of Him. to step out further. Its beyond our natural capabilities. The song says “take me deeper then my feet could ever wander.” Meaning humanly we can’t go deeper in God naturally, but it requires Him taking us there. It requires us abiding in him so that it can be made possible. See just like the ocean its impossible for man just to swim to the depths of the ocean with just his lungs, but they must equip themselves with  a lot of oxygen to go deeper. Just as us with God we need more of His spirit to go deeper.  See this is what God was telling me ask for more of His spirit. See in order to seek the face of God you must be filled with His Spirit. His Spirit only can dwell where you are empty of self and are clean. So He fills you and you can go to the depths. You have to spend more time with Him in prayer and reading, setting yourself apart and seeking to be more holy.

We must seek God to go deeper.

Seek is a action verb meaning to go out in search for, to discover, to desire and to obtain. See God wants us to know so much about Him. He longs for us to go deeper in Him. He has so much he wants to show us. Just as the ocean the deeper you God the more types of species of fishes, corals, jellyfishes you discover. The same with the deeper you go with go the more you learn about Him, about His love for us, about his attributes, how He longs to be our friend, How He wants to give us everything and more,  how He is a personal God , but there is so much more. God wants our relationship with him to be the best thing ever! He wants us to enjoy it and not get bored. For example say you were in a relationship with someone and the person told you they loved you. But never did anything with you they never took you anywhere, had no intentions of proposing, marriage, or starting a family. They are just comfortable with dating. See God isn’t like that He wants to POUR out everything on you.

God isn’t a SEA, POND OR LAKE OR RIVER if He was we would get tired or bored and turn back, because there is no depth to those bodies of water. He is a Ocean, because that is the deepest body of water there is. Sometimes we don’t see God as a ocean, we just see God as big but not vast we get satisfied with just the surface, but God has called us to go deeper. To get out of the boat and dive in.  The song Oceans to me is a cry from God for us to go deeper into the Depths of Him.

Thank you for reading! Until next time Tons of Love and Hugs!

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A lesson from tuna.

This week I have been eating tuna a lot it has really help me lose a lot of belly fat and I work overnight so I like to eat really light while at work. So one night I made some tuna to bring with me to work. It was so good and I loved it just enough to make me feel satisfied. Well when I got off work that morning I was extremely tired. I drop my bags in my closet changed clothes and went to sleep. Upon waking up later I decided to get my bags together because I just dropped them in my closet. But I forgot about the bag which I carried my tuna, crackers and my fleece. The next two days went by and I notice a very fishy smell and I was like “oh no! what’s that!!!! ” The smell was so horrible!! I noticed that I forgot the bag with my tuna which was sealed in a container , but only a little juice seeped out from me most likely not closing it right. It was such a loud smell.

Then God spoke to me about little seeps in my life and to make sure everything is sealed and protected. When we have a little seeps in our life it goes by unnoticed it so tiny you would never notice. That little tiny hole gives a foothold to the enemy.

So stop telling lies. Let us tell our neighbors the truth, for we are all parts of the same body. And “don’t sin by letting anger control you.” Don’t let the sun go down while you are still angry, If you are a thief, quit stealing. Instead, use your hands for good hard work, and then give generously to others in need. Don’t use foul or abusive language. Let everything you say be good and helpful, so that your words will be an encouragement to those who hear them. And do not bring sorrow to God’s Holy Spirit by the way you live. Remember, he has identified you as his own, guaranteeing that you will be saved on the day of redemption. Get rid of all bitterness, rage, anger, harsh words, and slander, as well as all types of evil behavior. Instead, be kind to each other, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, just as God through Christ has forgiven you. (Ephesians 4:25, 26, 28-32 NLT)

Recently I have had stuff stolen from me and I have no clue on who it could be ,but I became so angry with the person speaking death and not life. I was so upset, furious you might say. I wasn’t aware that I was allowing the enemy free range into my life. Instead of praying for them to receive the convictionof the Holy Spirit I instead said some really mean things. (Again not even knowing who the person is). Now let’s not confuse conviction with persecution. The Holy Spirit convicts our heart when we are doing things that isn’t pleasing to God. He just gently say “hey now you know thats wrong” or ” Hey you shouldn’t say that” or even just as he did with me show me a example through life (tuna). He doesn’t bash us over the head and say “Hey stupid you know that’s wrong” or “you so dumb why would you say that” no my friend that isn’t the Holy Spirit. He is so kind and gentle , like a mother with her child. Not forceful like a raging bull.

The Holy Spirit really showed me through this that I should pray for that person and speak life into their life. also he show me that I was allowing the enemy a foothold into my life by speaking words of death into theirs. The words we use are so powerful The Bible says that death and life is in the power of the tongue. By the words we say we allow the enemy to use us. Not even knowing. When I received this I quickly change my response to the situation. I quickly asked God to help that person to show them what they’re doing wrong. Sometimes in life we go through things that can make us bitter, use harsh words, or make us real angry. In those times we have to remember to quickly forgive. And not hold onto it because we hold onto it just like I did with that tuna. It becomes so bad that it starts to stink. Then everyone would begin to notice. Things can start off so tiny but it can become so big if not dealt with right away. When we don’t deal with those situations right away in our hearts. That’s when we then allow the enemy a foothold into our lives.

So I asked you today is there anything that you maybe allowing the enemy a foothold into your life by. Ask the Holy Spirit to Search your heart and show you if there’s anything in there. He will show you. Love you guys!!

That’s my lesson from tuna!!

Death and life are in the power of the tongue, And those who love it will eat its fruit. (Proverbs 18:21 NKJV)

Thank you for reading! Until next time Tons of Love and Hugs!

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#DlVoxBox review from influenster!

Hey ladies so I’m here with a review!! Sorry I have been so distant but, I have been so busying with YouTube and editing!

So I receive all theses FREE items from Influenster to test and review! I’m not paid to give good reviews on these products. I will be giving my honest opinion!

For a more in depth review Check out my YouTube video!




All of the items I received from Influenster to test and review for FREE !


1st up is the Sinful Colors Polish in ” NO text red”

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This color is so cute! Bonus because I love red! It goes on great and its for a Good cause! Seriously Yall it’s bad to text and drive. I have been in cars that nearly crashed because the driver was looking down at a text! Texting and driving is #selfish These are $1.99 So cheap and Good!

Here is some Facts & Statistics:

  • Texting and driving is the leading cause of teen deaths
  • Five seconds is the average time your eyes are off the road while texting. When traveling at 55mph, that’s enough time to cover the length of a football field.
  • 60% of drivers use cell phones while driving
  • 36% of teens say they have been involved in a near-crash because of their own or someone else’s distracted driving.
  • 44% of adults say they have been passengers of drivers who used the cell phone in a way that put themselves or others in danger.


Next Lashes from Kiss!

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I love kiss lashes there are always so light. Can’t wait to try on these! These are 3.99 in stores which is a good price with glue included.


Thirdly is Playtex Sport Tampons

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Playtex sport is great for the girl who is very active or even the average schoolgirl who moves around a lot. No leakage! These are 3.99 in stores which is normal pricing.


Fourth Covergirl Ready Set Gorgeous foundation.

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Unfournately the color didn’t match and it didn’t work! These are $6.99-8.99 in stores.


Fifth is SoftLips Cube

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I really love the way it feels on my lips and the scent! These are 3.49 in stores. Which I feel is way to much! :/ but it does the Job!

Sixth is Airhead Bites!


One of the best candy’s from back in the day revamped and to be honest I wasn’t feeling the bites! I like the old packages  better and the texture was different.  These are $0.87 to $1.29 in stores which is a good price I feel.

Lastly is Pilot FriXion Clicker

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I really like these pens , because I make so many mistakes when writing, These cool pens have the coolest eraser on it but it doesn’t dissolve like the old school ones! I received two one in blue and one in black! Totally revamped! These run $5.75 for a pack of two! I don’t like the price but hopefully Wal-Mart has it cheaper ! LOL

Thank you for reading! Until next time Tons of Love and Hugs!

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